I wish I could sit some people down and play this for them... but people are selfish and stubborn and don't want to see what is beyond themselves, so I suppose they'll never know nor understand that though they were not/couldn't be faithful/true to their word, God was and is and b/c of Him, I'M NOT WHO I WAS, and I will never be that person again. Thank God for that!

And thank you to the true and amazing and faithful friends who have stuck with me/given me another chance/know that I'm not the person I used to be. I don't deserve you and I thank God for you every day.

Brandon Heath - I'm Not Who I Was Lyrics

I wish you could see me now
I wish I could show you how
I'm not who I was
I used to be mad at you
A little on the hurt side too
But I'm not who I was

I found my way around
To forgiving you
Some time ago
But I never got to tell you so

I found us in a photograph
I saw me and I had to laugh
You know, I'm not who I was
You were there, you were right above me
And I wonder if you ever loved me
Just for who I was

When the pain came back again
Like a bitter friend
It was all that I could do
To keep myself from blaming you

I reckon it's a funny thing
I figured out I can sing
Now I'm not who I was
I write about love and such
Maybe 'cause I want it so much
I'm not who I was

I was thinking maybe I
I should let you know
I am not the same
But I never did forget your name
Hello

Well the thing I find most amazing
In amazing grace
Is the chance to give it out
Maybe that's what love is all about

I wish you could see me now
I wish I could show you how
I'm not who I was